so yeah freaking adam lambert "concert", no tickets will be selling! so depressed so depressed. i can die from hearing that but oh wells can't be help. bloody hell. still kinda piss over that. so recently i've not been dieting!!! omg all my one week effort would be gone if i start eating this week. shit i better control myself. i hate food and i don't want to eat them! (deceiving myself obviously)

right today was ultimate embarrassing on bus. the bus jerked and i almost fall to my death in front of him. oh god! i was carrying many stuffs too. i almost died of embarrassment but i have no idea why i was feeling very calm and normal today. uhhhh weird. OH i did not look at his face today though the distance between us was like 1cm apart. no kidding! i'm serious! kk whatever i don't care but tomorrow rebecca's taking bus with moi! and denise taking with me on wed. HAHAHA they wanna see my goooood taste.

mm hmm bye.