today's the last full orchestra for the sec4s. few months back then i was dying to stand down. i really disliked co and now here i am typing one post specially dedicated to co. i really love this cca of mine although i always complained about it. the conductor, the timing and everything. when they announced that today's the last practice, somehow i felt reluctant to stand down. i wanna continue to attend but i know that's not possible since exams are all coming. today's also the day i officially stand down as a sectional leader. it's been two years and though i hated the job but i've grown feelings for it. sounds really dumb but its true. i will miss my sl post, percussion, my juniors, bickers with the conductor, my instructor and of cos the whole orchestra. ohh well and i'm really upset. i am dying to go for the shanghai trip but it's on sep where i'm having exams. really upset about it. it's a trip with the orchestra and of cos percussion definitely will go. how sad...i can't join them. oh man i love co forever and always. xoxo