I'M IN THE MOOD TO BLOG(i guess..)
so yangkai was so cute today cos he bought percussion donuts! i totally forgot that i was supposed to be on a diet and i ate the freaking donut. i was eating and stupid wu lao shi have to spoil my delicious moment by saying: 你不是在减肥吗? 还吃
me:我忘记我在减肥! oh shit man.
idiot instructor: 我告诉你,你再不减肥,就找不到男朋友了.
me: :(
idiot instructor: 我发现你好像对仰凯(yangkai)蛮好的.
me:我们只是好朋友.
idiot instructor:什么好朋友. 我不相信好朋友,只有男女朋友.
me:真的.我们中一就认识了

and so on, i forgot what else he said. even my instructor thinks that i like mr poh yangkai. HAHA we bff la. somehow he still don't believe me cos just now he gave me some weird stare when i was talking to yk. idiot. wl!!!

oh i just remembered this funny conversation.
nicholas: alison lets talk in singlish!
alison: i thought i'm always speaking in singlish?

that was so retarded. i speak singlish everyday and nicholas actually didn't realise it.
okay bye bye. co tmr, omg i don't like dazu

i'm gonna see my own grave SOON.
oh shit man, i was supposed to practice maths from 4pm onwards but i got a little tired when practising halfway so i decided to nap for 15mins(yeah short nap) so i set my alarm clock at 4.35pm! then omg it didn't ring(!!!) i'm still unable to figure out why and i slept all the way till 6pm-.- so but the time i really start practising, it's 6.30pm so now i'm dead shit cos i've not practice enough then tomorrow got poa CA(AGAIN!) and i have not touch up my art boards AND i have not practice for grading test. like wtf i don't have time for grading exam. WTF MAN!!!! so i used the com cos i need a break seriously. my head's gonna burst after all the circles, trigo and arc and sectors. but i still love maths and i'm failing it-.- i think i needa burn midnight oil tonight which is what i am doing almost everyday. very stressed very stressed! i don't wanna fail anymore!!
what the fuck is wrong with me seriously?!?!?!

GREAT, i am not suppose to talk about co/drum BUT there's always an exceptional in life:) today liubin really pissed me off that i said 'kee siao' in his face. i got the urge to walk out of art room just now(i can't obviously) IRRITATING LA.

so we're gonna practice chang cheng on tues! but here's the tough decision. wu lao shi always ask me to distribute the scores. so if i don't give my juniors(shi min and alicia?) drums or whatever except cymbals, they will think that i'm biased towards nicholas or tiffany. and if i give my myself drums, they will think that i'm always occupying the drums and not giving them a chance. and if i choose cymbals they will think that i'm slacking! so i swear that i'll make wu lao shi distribute the scores himself! alicia wants vibraphone and shi min wants pai gu(hmm....) okay la, i secretly want snare drum but yangkai made it clear that snare is his already:( haiz obviously i can't snatch cos my snare rolling isn't as good as his:( i don't mind the cymbals in changcheng cos its fun! i feel like trying yun luo(seems fun) hahaha but i still want to play snare:( whatever man, teacher will decide.

okay i shall chiong art now.
oh my my blog is getting more and more boring each day. haiz

caught 'where got ghost?' with yeon jae after co^^ it wasn't what i've expected but oh well.
anyway, i screwed up my SS badly!!! i forgot one detail for seq, nvm and i left 15mins to do my reliability question! holy shit and obviously i didn't manage to finish. i haven't even finish supporting my source then times up. argg i should write faster next time! irritating and the reliability question was freaking easy!!! wasted man:(

anyway i freaking miss drum class!!! my teacher's sick again! 3weeks no drum class already D: i'm dying and co drumset is in some pathetic state but i still play it(no choice) only got bass drum, snare and hi-hat. how sad:( i can't practice properly but whatever better than nothing. i am still dreaming of my own drumset. one fine day i will have a drumset and i'll hire my personal drum teacher. HAHAHAH i realised i don't really like co drums, i only love drumset which is very bad. i only practice drumset and not others. no wonder i am not improving:/ oh shit i think i'm really a co/drum obsessed. OMGNESS. i must stop being so freaking obsessed. qx say i'm siao:( kay i will not talk about co or drums for 1week! i swear.

woah kay, i shall stop here:)
BYE

i got owned by circles during maths!
i don't know why i can't visualise(!!!)
i was so freaking sad cos i can't even solve example 1 and everyone's at example 5 or 6 already. but anyway thanks hakiim for explaining to me zillion times though i still don't understand. haha even riznur understands! :( so freaking sad

kay i shall start memorising for ss NOW. i've memorised massisve unemployment and tamils driven out of homeland already! ^^ few more to go! ^^

oh i can go for drum class already!! yay they changed the timing for individual lesson. HAHAHAHAHA

okay i shall blog very long and normal.
friday is ss CA and i think i'm gonna die on reliability cos i suck at interpreting. okay whatever i'm just gonna memorise on sri lanka! so next friday is maths test(faints) and also i have to hand up my 5boards for art(!!!) seriously i have no idea how i'm gonna practice maths and chiong art at the same time. i am dead. but again, i think i can manage if i stop slacking like some pig.

oh you know i am so mad! cos co is having grading exams and there's individual lessons for every section. so it happens to fall on lovely friday~ and unlucky enough percussion is 2.30-4pm LIKE WHAT THE FUCK, I THINK I CAN KILL THEM. MY DRUM CLASS STARTS AT 4PM and currently my teacher haven't contact me about whether i can change the timing:( I FREAKING MISS DRUM CLASS. like 2 FREAKING WEEKS NO DRUM?!?!?!?! and fucking drumset is in some pathetic state now! i am so depressed that i played on air. my imaginary drumset-.- haiz now i don't look forward to co. i want to graduate fast fast. AHAHHA

oh i just read some random sec2 girl's blog. HOLY GOD, how gross can she get? syafiq and i totally fainted. ONLY ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE HER 'DISGUSTING' our school have too many wannabes man. ew, i guess my class is not too bad except for some people who loves to act cool or cute. ew. not saying i'm perfect or good but at least i've got character and not trying to be someone i'm not. HAHAHA

and i don't know why people call those act chio girls BIMBO, like are you using the correct word?? bimbo= pretty but stupid(if i'm wrong then w/e) 'act chio girls' are not pretty so they shouldn't be called bimbo but poseurs instead or wannabes. HAHA. okay i just seriously cannot stand those girls. what on earth is wrong with their brains. why can't they just be themselves?? okay fine i can't be bothered anymore. i shall just give the gross-out face when i see them around. so mean but i don't fucking care. hahahahahahha

bye i shall read my ss awhile:D

visited da vinci exhibition and science centre with denise, shazana and lidya yesterday! we queued for the tickets for 1hour and 30mins!!! i almost died. so while queuing, suddenly my left eye started twitching and shaz said that it means something good's gonna happen! so lidya when to sit at a bench while we continued queuing then.... she started calling denise to go over to see a angmoh. so shaz turned behind to see and shouted(to me) MR FOWLER!!! i turned behind immediately and omg so bloody cute!!! means the eye twitching thing is true! what a coincident man. we're all the way at jurong east and we actually saw MR FOWLER?!?!?! lucky us. but the sad part was he was with his wife...and she's not pretty. means mr fowler don't go for looks! perfect! okay so we continued to queue and we finally got our tickets!!! we toured around science centre first and headed for da vinci exhibition. BUT HOLY GOD, WE STILL HAVE TO QUEUE TO ENTER! and the queue was bloody long. i almost died again...well i guess its kinda interesting but i wasn't that amazed. hahaha.

after everything, we went IMM mac to have our dinner etc. while going back shaz suddenly said her eye twitched!(something good's gonna happen) so when we're walking towards the mrt, lidya(again) saw mr fowler! and we all turned to see. wa laoooooo he was holding his wife's hand. so cute and sweet(the action) in the beginning i wasn't convinced that the lady was his wife but now i am convinced -.- haiz

anyway, co sucked yesterday! i couldn't play the drumset!!! my teacher dismantled it! he retarded ah. lucky tuesday he's not coming. i shall fix the drumset if possible.

right bye.

i am so stressed!
i am not studying!
my maths is failing again!
i wanna die. haiz
i don't know how to blog today. bye?
JOANNE! DO YOUR ART!!! HAHAHAHA SEE! I AM REMINDING YOU:)

hi, i skipped co for the first time in my sec 3 life. amazing isn't it? i loveeeeeeeeee co so much eh yet i skipped. okay i was down with a major random flu. no idea how i got it. i was feeling real terrible and i know that if i were to go for co, i'll definitely die more so i decided to skip(which was kinda sad) yk said i missed out alot of things regarding the upcoming grading test. oh damn it! i'm still stuck at bar 16 or sth and they're already at bar 26. i can't practice on my own because i dunno how to play so i'll ask jun kai tmr:) yay i realised i'm a cca freak. i only missed out one session and i can't stop whining and saying how much i miss co. i am the weirdest girl on earth. the irony part is since i love co so much, definitely i'll practice like nuts and be super pro but sadly i'm not. HOW SAD... i'm gonna say it, I WILL NEVER SKIP CO AGAIN! ME LOVE CO SO MUCH THAT I ALMOST DIED WHEN I DIDN'T GO TODAY! haha and teacher's not coming next week:( AT ENGLAND(he might die there since his english suck;p)

okay bye. off to touch up my lovely art.

i still know your likes and dislikes.
somehow its trapped inside my memories, i can't erase them.
when i opened the fridge just now to grab a bottle of drink,
there's peach tea, blueberry tea and pomegranate tea.
the first thing that struck my mind was, "__don't like blueberry tea."
maybe i still care but i'm just denying it?
i am not sure.
if you happened to dislike blueberry tea, pls don't think this post is referring to you. haha! :)

ran 3.5km today with joni! thank you darling!
haha i still cannot believe that i actually finished the race. SUPER DUPER TIRING but thanks isaac for the coupons! bubble tea and fishballs. AHAHHA right, off to denise's hse with shaz. we wanted to bathe and go town but after i finished bathing, i waited awhile and unknowingly i fell asleep. HAHA shaz and denise took forever to shower then they watched a movie and after it ended i was still sleeping. OMG LA. hahaha shaz damn evil la she kept banging the door(poor me, i was sleeping) and her ulterior motive was to wake me up. SUPER RETARDED so i woke up at 5.30 i think and denise was still dressing up-.-(as usual) left at 6.30 but i didn't join them cos today's my bro's bday. dinner-ed at sushi tei with mum, bro and grandma. i am fat now and so full still.

oh anw, i was so god damn motivated to run just now. you know why la. HAHA.
sometimes i really think too much la. my god when will i kick that stupid habit of thinking too much? k i am not sure if there is co tomorrow but even if there is, i won't go. i am tired! I AM ACTUALLY SKIPPING CO AFTER 1YEAR PLUS OF PERFECT ATTENDANCE. haha

DAMN TIRED.
CIP today. sold all 4cartons of milo! haha helped syafiq sell his remaining 2 cartons and he actually raised more than me! HAHA anyway i think its fun but i am so tired. YAY i managed to ignore him. i am so great. haha.

byebye i got art to do:(

I FUCKING HATE YOU.
WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU ARE.
I DON'T THINK I DID ANYTHING WRONG.
SO GO ON AND IGNORE AND HATE ME.
I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE.
ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE YOU, BASTARD!