Major Heart Break/
i've never felt so sad before..
but i know i will get over it.
when you ignored me..my heart breaks into pieces.
i'm sorry, i don't know what to do already.
i will get over it...

okay PP-ed with yang kai, yeon jae and melody. HAHA fun! i suddenly don't know how to blog. omg. i screwed my maths test. DAMN. mmm OH YEON JAE IS SO GULLIBLE. OMG she made us laughed like mad!

"hahah 5:5 is the worst!" get it?

yj: i thought yk muslim?
omg from satanic to muslim! she's so funny!

yj: i see him like so thin like never eat pork like that.
(sth like that. wah damn retarded! i should have recorded it down!)

anw its just so enjoyable to be with them:D

chee yan, you don't have to feel guilty. what's done can't be undone. so just forget about it and don't do anything.

bb

I DID NOT SCREW UP. YES! they say percussion was not bad. OMG very happy. although i made some mistakes but still i'm happy enough to be able to finish playing the whole song. thank you denise and shazana for coming down to watch me! love you both many many:) haha

so today's pretty fun but bloody tiring.
and yeon jae was so gullible. she actually believed that yang kai religion was satanic. OMG.
today i just know that Vicky was a vegetarian.

hahaha okay my blog is dead and i am considering whether i should close down. lol

HI. i feel like updating my very dead blog.
suddenly i like co again. okay i'm forever like that.
i just can't take it anymore. why do people want to know who i like??? i mean why do you care so much? like wth man. you wanna know who i like, i shall tell you. i like a guy living on planet earth! hahaha OKAY retarded but life sucks i can't like someone in peace. they will exchanged glances and laugh laugh laugh. wtf so obvious la. want me to die early or what?-.- they will go 'ALISON! ALISON! hahahahha!' omg pls don't do that! thank you. just laugh inside your heart. thank god i like someone dumb. HAHA. well i guess i'll have to deny if he ever asked but of cos i don't think that will happen because we seldom talk. HAHAHA or we don't even talk? who cares. so people, mind your own business. STOP EXCHANGING GLANCES!! haha

p.s/ i am not referring to anyone so don't assume it's you:)

so ytd isaac treated us to movie cos kenneth's leaving today! i am sending him like duh! harry potter wasn't nice at all but i guess it's bcos its only half of the book. ytd was the best day of my life! you all know why:) ahahahhaa. jasmin i can't wait for the photos! ^^ bb off to shower and send kenneth:(

i am starting to hate co.
i don't feel like attending at all.
i want to pon or even quit if its possible.
i won't say why i hate it but its getting more and more unbearable each day.

because i am lazy.
i want to study but i can't because i am lazy. i tried doing my ss homework but i don't know how and i don't bother trying harder because i am lazy. when i'm stuck at a lit question i just leave it aside because i am lazy. i don't bother completing my poa homework because i am lazy. i'm not improving on my drums because i am lazy. i am not slimming down because i am lazy.

i suck. why am i so lazy?
when will i wake up to reality?
EOY is getting nearer and nearer and i'm doing nothing. i don't practice my maths. i don't read up my science and ss. i just sit around thinking that i'll pass with last minute revision. i have no motivation at all! i wanna do o level maths next year but how to when i got a freaking 30+. last year i went obsessed with mathematics and practised non-stop. i finally passed but now i'm back to square one. i am sucha loser.

another reason why i'm not studying is because i'm too cca-minded. for everything i do, i will go "wait i got cca anot?" "i got cca eh." "cannot skip co la" to be frank, i've not skip co since sec2. i care too much about my cca.

i need a break. i just wish that i've no cca, computer, ds and television.
i wanna study. really. maybe i should just be friend-less and everyday emo at home with homework. OKAY I AM GONNA PRACTISE MATHS NOW. :D

me: wah shit 被电到!
Denise: i know.
me: O.O how you know?
Denise: i also *burst into laughter*

HAH retarded friend.

recently me and joni have decided to learn how to write with our left hand. haha we're so lame. we've got nothing better to do i guess.

so we were talking about using left hand to write...
Joni & Jose ;D ™ says:
haha.. i tell you more exciting news. my mother side also got 2 ppl left handed.

-.- not exciting joni...
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oh ss i was talking to akif. HAHA damn retarded la.
me: so who is your next target??
akif: eh haven't decide yet ah.
me: wah retarded still must decide. u think u very handsome?(okay very handsome la)
akif: hahahah *laughing at his own reply*
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akif: eh u haven't tell me what girl u choose for me?
me: ah ya you too flirt already la. no girl suits you.

haha damn fun to talk to him. k bye?
and ke chen said hui min's not coming back for vivo performance.
JUST CHECK OUT MY FACE. I'M DEAD!:(

why can't i say out that freaking 2 letters word to you?! 'a HI!'
i hate myself and tomorrow suck

Today suck but i still like:D FREAKING HELL HAPPY:)
so sucky part was pe, i shall not talk about it.
HAPPY PART WAS ABOUT, AS USUAL(I SHALL NOT TELL YOU)
i think hakiim is very bad.
i think he will secretly betray me.
so co suck. i don't like playing timpani cos i suck:(
SO TODAY SUCK but i still like today.

YESTERDAY,
picnic was ruined cos it rained:(
we went cityhall to watch movie
syafiq suggested transformer and i didn't want to watch it so badly!
in the end i still watched but i fell asleep halfway.
i don't like transformer and i think i'm the only one who ever says that.

my leg got blisters and it's very pain.
i don't think i can walk properly:(
nvm, bye bye.

hello.
i wanna see you!
bye.

wait, i totally ate pork by accident.
i have not eaten pork for two days
then just now i ate mee pok dry
i totally forgot there's minced meat
after eating half a bowl, i realised there's pork.
F, i left the rest of the noodle untouched.

p.s i am not eating PORK!!!