i'm gonna post a long post today and leave it dead...for awhile:)
hmm..since its gonna be a long post then i shall be random!

BEANS
i was bored so i decided to give the green beans/red bean/black bean? a life! i planted 2 green beans, 1 red and black bean. SADLY it wasn't successful because of the awesome cool me. i swear when i was in primary 6, i was such a great GREEN BEAN PLANTER. it grew so healthily and i even transferred it from a mini container to a pot! and happily ever after. so recently i tried planting the beans and for several days, there's no results. my mum and bro says i'm stupid to give so little water and put it under the sun when its still young? i gave up and mummy took care of beans and holy shit, they grew!!! the green beans have leaves already! okay....... so this is the story of beans? right i failed and my mum saved the day.

DREAMS ARE OPPOSITE.
oh i tried not to believe it but i can't cos its freaking true.
-scenario 1
i dreamt that my friend passed the sg idol audition 2. but when i woke up and msged her, she didn't get in.
-scenario 2
i dreamt that blah talked to me!(a lot) we were like bestfriends or whatever. i can't remember what he said. but in actual fact, we have not talk for quite some time. and even if we talked, we weren't close at all! okay i just revealed that blah is a guy.(no la i'm not hiding anything. lol)
so how can i not believe that dreams are opposite! so people, pray that you have nightmares instead of sweet dreams! cos you won't want your sweet dreams turning into a nightmare! HAHA:D well its actually one's thinking la.

MY SECRET.
bet you guys are saying 'huh alison got secret one meh?' well true since i'm gonna reveal my secret here, it won't be a secret anymore-.- well i hate people that lie to me(not a secret) and if you lie to me once, i'll find it hard to trust you again. that's my weird personality. actually i don't trust guys AT ALL. i don't believe in their words. i just find it hard to trust a guy. i can tell my best guy friend my darkest secret but i won't trust him, well as in trust that he'll do the task as told . how should i put it in words? simple, i don't trust guys la. LOL but then there's actually one guy i trust. well maybe its because of his personality/character that made me trust him. though he didn't do anything but i just trust him because he don't act like another person but just himself. HAH! dream on la, i won't tell you who. DON'T ASSUME I TELL YOU. I KNOW WHO YOU'RE THINKING. NOT HIM! NOT HIM! LOL.

another secret(-.-'), guys with no character are sissy/wannabes/loser. HAHAHA

okay signing off darlings, i hope i entertain you if not too bad:)
i am off to my homework side. I ♥ HW! can you sense my sarcasm??? :DDD

oh shit no pictures, i forgot. SORRY LAH

BYEBYE/

你好!
今天我想用华语来 '部落各'.
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还是用英文吧.(-.-)


okay i was trying out my chinese and i really did intend to blog in chinese but hell yeah it's too hard and troublesome. HAHA. right today lb did not complain to my instructor! surprisingly! okay so happy uh but i still screwed up): AT LEAST MY INSTRUCTOR SAY I IMPROVED, WAY BETTER THAN LAST WEEK. YAY ^^ well there's one part i kept playing wrongly(the part where i did not practice) then wu lao shi got fed up and i sort of got lectured, i thought i would i cry but i didn't. haha this shows that i can control my emotions already.

hmm i guess if i practiced more, i will definitely be able to play on beat. today i can't because wu lao shi played at a faster speed where i only practiced up till speed 120. hmm

k bye. hah

oh wait, today is so embarrassing. (yes, about a) i shall not talk about it. why am i so suay??!?!?!??!

Another screwed day.
i am so tired/lazy to practice but for the sake of 'i have no idea what yet' tomorrow i'm attending self-practice. i am so proud of myself.

and i secretly bought teenage!(don't you laugh!) i bought it for the sake of B.O.F poster! YAY YAY and wtf it's tgt with jonas sissy. walao eww. k i was so embarrassed so i kept it inside my bag. i'm gonna throw away the magazine after i tear out the poster! HAHA bloody 3bucks:(

k bye?

okay a new start.

i should not be affected by others comments. i don't live to please anyone. i've been thinking hard and i'm not sad that my junior's better than me because i know i did my best and i have nothing to regret. thank you jing quan for your encouraging words:) it's unfair to compare me to a music talented girl. so go ahead and say whatever you want because i can't be bothered anymore. i am afraid of failures but i will overcome it. nothing's gonna bring me down because i am ALISON CHU.

right, yesterday was studying/movie day with NERDS:D
chiong-ed maths at airport with joni, jun shen and shi chen but it wasn't very successful then off to ehub! wanted to bowl but it's kinda full house so we went for a movie!!! haha this is the funny part, we wanted to watch a few movies but it's all nc16 or m18! damn it? so i suggested 'drag me to hell' which was PG so i guessed it won't be that horror... ended up shi chen and jun shen were covering their ears throughout the movie and joni took out her specs! okay seriously i don't find it scary but just the sound effect that scare me at some parts. i'm pretty sure that they will never ever want to watch movie with me again. i love horror movies but they don't:( THERE'S ANOTHER HORROR MOVIE COMING UP! WHO WANTS TO WATCH WITH ME? :D