why? why?? why???
why can't i just bear with it?
why must i keep thinking about it?
omg i hate myself so much. i am determined to lose weight but i can't stop thinking about food. like super wtf please. and i'm not exercising regularly when i'm supposed to. wth! i'm freaking angry with myself. i really wanna go back to those days where i really had the determination to lose weight but now i just don't. hate myself for that!!!

okay great, i'm taking art o'level next year. wtf man.
i'm going singapore idol later. yay?
i wanna lose weight badly(healthy way) but i don't know how to. arg.