HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally an October post! exams are finally over so now its time to work on my project skinny. HAHA. yesterday was really enjoyable and it was my last best meal. meh i'm starting to diet and exercise today. supposed to run with rebecca but it's raining heavily at kallang:( WHAT A TIMING! but never mind there's always monday:) can't wait! i needa shed some weights off.

the moment i think of physics, my heart feels the pain. i really know how to do the questions like applying all the formulas but why the hell was i so careless to calculate the angle of incidence wrongly! omg i really hate myself for that and the whole chunk of question worth at least 10 marks. so if i got the first part wrong, i can forget about the rest and i got the first part wrong:( oh well it's over so i shall not think of it.

hmm...
i feel that we both are drifting apart. you may not notice it but i did. you're always with her but i don't mind that bcos we always hang out together. i thought this friendship probably would last but its not. i asked her to accompany me to the canteen but she didn't want to but when you asked her, she agreed without hesitation. that moment my heart felt a sharp pain but i got over it fast. i thought the 3 of us were really close friends but actually not. there are still secrets that you both don't share with me but i don't mind that till yesterday you both really hurt me. through my reaction you should be able to tell but i guess you took it lightly. you called me bastard bcos i didn't want to help you transfer money to another acc using my acc. have you ever thought why didn't i want to help you? i bet you didn't. i got my reasons and you don't bother asking and gave me that pissed off face and said "you damn bastard eh.." to add on, she called me a bastard too just bcos i didn't want to join the hari raya celebration today. by the time i reached, the celebration would be over but you guys are going out after that and asked me to join. we are friends for 3 years, you should know me better than anyone else. i don't really like to hang out and besides i feel that i don't click with anyone of you anymore. that's the reason why i didn't want to go. yesterday when i replied you guys "ya la ya la i damn bastard la" you probably should notice that you both had already broke my heart. well the 'bastard' part, you guy probably were joking or not but i felt that this friendship isn't like before. after really talking to carissa, rebecca and jasmin, i felt that they're the one who i can talk to freely and i felt much more comfortable when i'm with them. many times when you both went out, i wasn't included. oh well what can i say? i don't know i just felt that we're drifting apart. you won't read this though but i just wanna write out what i feel deep inside.

bye