i want to study but i can't because i am lazy. i tried doing my ss homework but i don't know how and i don't bother trying harder because i am lazy. when i'm stuck at a lit question i just leave it aside because i am lazy. i don't bother completing my poa homework because i am lazy. i'm not improving on my drums because i am lazy. i am not slimming down because i am lazy.
i suck. why am i so lazy?
when will i wake up to reality?
EOY is getting nearer and nearer and i'm doing nothing. i don't practice my maths. i don't read up my science and ss. i just sit around thinking that i'll pass with last minute revision. i have no motivation at all! i wanna do o level maths next year but how to when i got a freaking 30+. last year i went obsessed with mathematics and practised non-stop. i finally passed but now i'm back to square one. i am sucha loser.
another reason why i'm not studying is because i'm too cca-minded. for everything i do, i will go "wait i got cca anot?" "i got cca eh." "cannot skip co la" to be frank, i've not skip co since sec2. i care too much about my cca.
i need a break. i just wish that i've no cca, computer, ds and television.
i wanna study. really. maybe i should just be friend-less and everyday emo at home with homework. OKAY I AM GONNA PRACTISE MATHS NOW. :D